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Hey everyone life goes on...............




i am sad





i am in a bad relationship




I am getting office fever at my job....




I need friends :(

I think I am afraid

when i type words arrange
in a way of a maze
look with in
find my dismay
deep in twined
within a rhyme
i have something
I yearn to say
yet unable
to express
directly lain
prose my way
to brighter days
escape

Hello everyone, if anyone reads this anymore... Life is good, I cant complain. I travel for a living... Have a great job. Finally for the first time saving money instead of spending it all... I am going to be look to buy a house prob. here in the next 4-6 monthes... however my company is hinting they might move me to Norfolk to run the new office that is hopefully comeing soon... I think i will like Norfolk/Virgina Beach area... I just wish the company i work for would let me know something... but its all good... here is a couple of recent pis of me.........

I'm never sure what i will write.
I just let the paper feel the pen.
The words seem to flow so naturally.
Never slowing from begining to end.

I wish i had this way with words.
I wish i could say what i felt.
I wish i could express my self with confidence.
i wish my courage would never melt.

I'm finding this all funny you know.
The way things are suddenly falling down.
I can't even stand up for my lame self.
As i well know pens do not make a sound.

I am the one at fault for all.
If it helps i will take the blame.
I will never go back to how i was before.
I can never again be the same.

Thoughts fly away as fast as they come.
I'm left with nothing, but feeling numb.
How could i have left myself in this situation.
They say it should end as it begun.

I'm never sure what i will write.
I just let the paper feel the pen.
The words seem to flow so naturally.
never slowing from begining to end.......

Hey everybody been a while.... I moved once again.... i am back in NC this time in Salisbury which is not to far from Charolette or Greensboro... Me and My cat are doing fine... I work at outback steakhouse as a waiter, I make really good money and i am a volunteer Fireman and going to school soon so that i can be a full paid fireman .... the state is paying for it because i am a volunteer.... how is everyone? I have been writing again lately... and painting a bunch.... Oh and a good book to read that i read is A Million Little Pieces by James Frey.... i am reading his second book My Friend Lenord and so far it is even better....

It only takes a heartbeat
to say, “I care for you”
To unfold your arms
and reach for hands
that need and hunger two
It only takes a moment
to see beyond your space
To gaze up at the universe,
or stare in a flower’s face
It only takes a willing heart
to share yourself with me
For when you do
your self means less
and the best of life
twill be

new email address is TimelessDelirium@yahoo.com

hey I am moving this weekend to a new place... if anyone wants my new number call me or email me oxtimelessxo@hotmail.com

I got a job with the City of Tallahassee.... I am so happy, I start in a few weeks.... I get full benifits including education benifits....

I am finally going somewhere with my life.... I cant wait to be retired at 41 woot woot

I walk in sunlit meadows,
Filled with the flowers of my life.
My blue smoked mountains rise
Against an ever changing sky.
Words like honeysuckle vines
Intwine...
On trellis against the trees,
Creating paths of memory.
Arbors, filled with leaves
Of all seasons from gold to green,
In each veined appendage as a hand,
They drift on gentle winds in this land.
The noon has passed,
Taking away the intense heat of midway
Between birth and death.
My life rises to its zenith,
Within this gradual descent
To a final sunset.
Who I am has risen from its hiding place,
Turning a brave face
To an unknown world.
Not needing approval,
Only acceptance,
That from within
Comes the songs of meadowlarks,
The stories and sonnets,
Of a life fulfilled.
In a stream, clear and sweet,
I release the tiny leaf boats
To float to the river,
Then to the sea.
These boats carry my words
Of the ones I have loved
And who have loved me.

Your Rising Sign is Aries

You're full of energy - and people look to you to get the party started. Confident and honest, you'll be the one to say what everyone is thinking. You are easily bored, and you always find unique ways to do things. You don't just dream it, you do it. And that's why you're so successful. Too intense for some, often times people are intimidated by you. But you're usually smart enough to charm them anyway!

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Your Birthdate: November 24</td>
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Born on the 24th, you have a greater capacity for responsibility and helping others than your may have realized.

You may also become the mediator and peacemaker in inharmonious situations.

Devoted to family, you tend to manage and protect.



This birth date adds to the emotional nature and perhaps to the sensitivities.

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You are 93% Sagittarius

I am so confussed lately.... I miss the love of my life..... Does she still truely Love me..... I need to know that......

I want it to be 4 years from now.... (that is if she truely does love me)

If she does not than I need to move on..... Oh! how hard that will be.... :(

Anyways work is going well.... My car is a POS and keeps breaking down.... My mom starts treatment May 18th ..... I have been drinking a bunch, but not doing any drugs.... I am in good health ( thankfuly) .... Talked to Stef, which made me sooooo happy........ been saving money for once (woot woot)..... I want to vist ATL, I miss it.........

thats about it......

BRIAN

I have felt odd lately and I can't figure out why. I miss life as a kid...

I talked to Stef the other day... It was nice, I miss her still so much... But life goes on I guess...